pain..what is pain? i look upon it with new insight,every time i go through it...this time through,i define it as the terrible emotion which rips you apart when you realise that the ones you love are deeply unhappy and have been so for a long time,but you were too blind with your own stupid problems to see the truth behind the watery smiles...this agony is more profound than any i've been through..every wound that has been inflicted on my dear ones' souls leaves a scar on my own..the alternatives to combat the situation make it all the more helpless...you can still surf through life knowing tht your not happy,but you can't bear knowing that someone so dear to you is so miserable...my pain is not my own,but is more excruciating than mine could ever be..it is strange that the one going through it has more strength to face it than the one who watches it all from the sidelines..i'm broken,shattered..each step pricked with the shreds of someone else's broken dreams..